Reunited

and it feels so goo-ood~! 

I finally got my laptop back yesterday and am very happy to really start my summer bumming. Not having my laptop for two weeks has been the best thing for my productivity. (You shall see in a later post.) But yay I am back and ready to make up all the posts especially since I'm on this bus to Kentucky for many hours! May posts will very likely spill over onto June as there are only three days of May left and I still haven't even finished April. -_- But even in my absence, I'm very happy to see that the people who visit my blog and the traffic is still the same! Thank you for being regular readers and checking back! ^_^

Anyways, on to the rest of April! There's a lot of catching up to do!

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April: Friday the 19th

Got in contact with a friend who I hadn't seen properly in six or seven years. The last time we actually hung out together was when we went to six flags in this big group of kids from my high school and Lane Tech! I'd randomly receive texts from him throughout this large gap but the conversations would never last long. We'd say that we should meet but plans were never made until this day!

For the first time in a while I made an effort in putting on makeup so I took a selca but you can't even tell!

There's Julien! With his...yakisoba I think.

My mixed seafood udon. I really liked the brown sauce. It was good but so little noodles!

Did some more catching up at Metropolis.

Their green tea latte tastes exactly like the one from Java! It's my favorite warm drink!

Julien's... peach tea I think?

While at Metropolis, I saw Sandy tweet that she wanted to do something so I invited her to join us and she did! Yay! It's so rare! Ha ha ha!

I forget what my drink is but there's Julien's blue motherfucker. Sandy's drink doesn't get a picture cause it was boring old beer.

Sandy's onion rings and my waffle fries. They were whatever.

Julien invited us to his friend's birthday bar crawl so we joined him.

Polaroid in the car while we waited for his friends to get to the first bar.

It ended being quite the interesting night...hahahaha!

Saturday the 20th

Julien invited me to...I forget if it was a friend's birthday or sorority event thing. But I got to go to the club for the second time in my life!

The view from one of the friend's apartment.

Look who I ran into at the club!

*stolen from Tina*

It was Tina and Ploy's sorority event too! Not sure who their friend is though.

Excuse my crappy outfit, I couldn't find the dress I was going to wear. And excuse my face, I'm very drunk. LMAO

Thursday the 23rd

I had been craving a burger for the entire month but it wasn't until this day that I indulged and tried Five Guys for the first time. I don't know why I waited so long. Probably cause it was cold out.

Oh my gosh it was soooo~~~ good!!! I wasn't expecting much because I had been told a number of times that it was overrated but it was SO YUMMY! The bacon was all thick and juicy and the jalepenos were so fresh and crunchy! I wanted another one four hours later... It was really hard to keep me from going back. Ah. So good. But so expense~

Wednesday the 24th

Lunch at Wingstop with Kyle before we head off to Biggest Mouth to support Kylie.

Biggest Mouth is our school's talent show and the first place musical performer gets a money prize, I think a record deal with our school's record label, and gets to perform on the main stage at the big festival our school has at the end of the year.

Kylie was a rocker.

Thursday the 25th

My new food obsession:

The Artist's Cafe's Mediterranean Salad. So good and so refreshing and so addicting! I keep craving it! Wah but so expense~

Came home to my mum's dak dori tang. My mum cooking for me is very very very rare. ALL I WANT IN LIFE IS A HOME COOKED MEAL!!!

I don't know why but I watched my old videos and realized my appearance is deteriorating like my metabolism. Last time I checked, I gained 18 pounds!!! WAT!!! I don't even know how!! Nothing in my lifestyle has changed!!! Cry.

The right is me from only a summer ago! 

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Guh stupid wifi that stopped working on the bus. I'm finally posting this many hours at the house I'm staying at for the night. Until tomorrow's post when I'm back on the bus!

Every semester

My laptop has broken in some way during finals week. 

This has happened since senior year of high school so now it's the fourth year. I don't know how one person can be so unlucky with technology. 

Sandy has so kindly let me borrow her laptop for these past couple days to finish my assignments and write this post. 

Before I give it back tomorrow, I just wanted to say that my laptop is in the repair shop. I'll be getting it back in like a week so I can't update even though school ended yesterday. I will as soon as I get it back!

Until then, more lazy days for me~

The shit I take

I don't mean to start off May with such an ugly post but it's 2:55 AM and I can't fall asleep cause I can't stop thinking about all the things that I'm worried/stressed/upset about. I've been pretty sensitive to anything and everything because I'm super worried about finding a new job and this stupid research paper that's due in a week that I still don't even have a thesis for. So I'd like to just have a rant about something that happened recently so that I can relieve...something.

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If you've been reading my blog for a long time, you might have read about the end of my relationship with a certain asshole. Now, I made an end to that mistake over a year ago but the nightmare wasn't over. He STILL bothers me! Can you say WTF. The most current incident being yesterday. Well, technically two days ago (Monday). 

I'm notorious for not speaking up for myself and ignoring things instead, hoping that it will go away. Yes, I am weak. And yes, I made the many grave mistakes of handling the encounters with the creep that way. I am so, so, so mad at myself for doing so...EVERY TIME. And there have been way too many times. 

I've gotten the occasional emails, the anonymous/different id formspring/blog comments, message from a newly made facebook account which are easy to ignore and delete which I guess are kind of normal and I'm sure a lot of people have gone through but this is happening through the course of more than a year. And if I'm ignoring all of them/disabling/blocking all ways of contact, would a person not get the hint?

As if that's not creepy enough, is it not crossing the line if he shows up to where I live knowingly unwelcome? I can change my number but I can't move. -_-

How about following me onto a train car or bus or to class?

Bothering me while I'm trying to finish my midterm exam? Put his chin on my shoulder?

Read my friend's tweets to get an idea of what I'm saying to them because my twitter is private and has him blocked?

Or barging into my study room on Monday? May I remind you, IT'S BEEN OVER A YEAR!

And what did he do when he invades my room? Tell me that this is his last semester and that I don't have to worry about seeing him anymore. *SCOFF* REALLY??? HOW IS SOMEONE SO FRUSTRATINGLY STUPID???!!! UGH I regret so much just walking out of the room instead of telling him off. 

Well shit, this better really be the last time I see that mug because I am done dealing with it. I will go through the trouble of going to court and get a restraining order if it happens again. I'm not just saying it for the hundredth time. I am done with him taking advantage of my meekness, I am done being embarrassed in public, I am done feeling uncomfortable on my own school campus, and I am done with this dipshit.

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And with that I am done with my rant. 

I'll start updating again once I finish this god damn research paper.