fucking shit its been long since a real post (my comeback [part2])

i realize this cause these pictures are all the way back from april D:
so pictures gathering all the way from april till this month ended up in being a bit over a hundred
i was debating whether to split this post in half cause of the huge amount but id rather just put them all up at once ha ha ha

sorry im updating now. i know i said id update a couple days ago but i got home at 8 30 and had to cook and stuff so yeah.. never got around to do it till nows :D

so in my very long absence i missed my blogs 2nd birthday! (it was the 6th)
so i guess i can say in celebration of my blogs (late) birthday, i can make this post like the ones it started out with! real long with more than a hundred pictures lulz
so here we go~~

remember my mr. diary? look at what happened to him!! D;

grr the whole corner is messed up! i was so upset. i know its nothing but its just so annoying to look at lulz

oh so i cried one night and my eyes swelled up this bad the next day. if my eyes swell this big from just crying, how bad are they gonna swell when i get them sliced and diced?! ahaha

i found these webcam pics from back when i was still in school. it was fucking cold till like the middle of may. i was wearing my winter coat in frikkin may!!!
breaking out like mad and losing my eye creases to hidden ones after my eyes stopped being swollen;;; i only break out on my upper lip and my cheeks cause of my glasses now T___T so annoying

my creases would not come back so i spent my last weeks of school looking like crap. super chinky, no makeup, round faced, terribly dressed ahaha

LULZ you can totally see the "mmm" on my face. i survive off dunkin donuts the whole school year. its seriously all i eat XD

jessica and sandy and i went to try a cupcake place called sugar bliss after i finished school. the hos ended school 2 and 1 week before me!! :O
115 North Wabash Avenue
Chicago, IL 60602-1907
sandys mini chocolate cupcake and my royal wedding cupcake

this place is bliss for people who like extra extra sweet stuff. the cupcakes were just pure sugar and the cake isnt moist at all. too sweet even for me! i had to give in and pay a $1.50 for a tiny bottle of milk -______-

had to take the train back home from practice with sandy
ooh that caption fits the width of picture perfectly! lulz!

went up to evanston because invited to an audition for a movie!! my first audition for something professional! not exactly a mainstream movie, but not exactly indie either. supposedly there are two very famous actors starring in it and the director (i forget his name) is a very well reknown director too! was dying of nerves!

weeping willowwwwww

creepy statue

my oh well~~ face. i look so sickly and grr my break outage!!
i didnt do the best at the audition. i always think of something good after i walk out. the auditions turned out to be the most laid back audition ever! it was actually really fun! i was just so at ease and i just had fun XD unfortunately i didnt get the part but that is the life of an actor. rejection rejection rejection lmao

it looks like a legit desert! well to me it does...

having fun with my camera with the technique my teacher used for that shoot a couple posts back
cool, no?

so after watching hollyannaerees review video on 1800flowers, i ordered from them for my mum
honestly i was dissapointed. the vase i picked was scratched. i know its a flower selling site but if i paid for a vase, i want a nice not scratched vase, ya know? and the flowers werent the freshest. i guess chicago doesnt have nice flowers?

last day of japanese which means we present our finals which are our skits ahaha
brad and keith did a japanese version of the teen sensation rebecca blacks friday. havent watched the deep, fun, awesome music video for a beautiful song? unfortunately she copyrighted it so the shits been taken off youtube. but heres the acoustic version she sang for good morning america: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CBzT2pv1Jc (embedding was disabled also)

so we had to take these questionare things for the teacher to see what the students thought about the class to improve it for the future. this is keiths

woo!! awesome polaroids!

later in the day it started storming and the sky was half blue and half orange!!
i thought it was so cool lulz

last day of school!!!!!!!!!! woot!
what i wore that day:

LULZ i am soooo awkward looking;;;; and my awful roots

oh! random circle lens review!!
neo dali extra green
color: 11/10 this is such a pretty olive green color and it goes so well with my red hair! they compliment each other and do a back and forth thing bringing each other out ha ha ha
design: 10/10 i like that its surrounded by a brown ring again. it looks...like..natural but not...ah i dont know how to say lulz. like, interesting i guess
enlargement: 10/10 14.2 diameter is huge on my tiny irises and eyes
comfort: 10/10 neo has to be my fave company cause they make the most comfortable lenses!
these are my all time favorite lenses along with the regular dali browns! <3

teacher ended class really early to give us some time to shoot so i walked around with my classmate, maria
the fountain that i see everyday when i look out the window

it was SO SUNNY AND HOT that day so we treated ourselves to ice cream

maria and i parted ways so i walked towards millenium park and i found this secluded park on the way

i was so mad that the young guy in the middle came in and sat down and ruined my shot!! grr

street chess!

went to practice/religion and wore:

more awkward stance;;

came home to meet this guy
yossi!! the doggy i doggy sitted what was supposed to be a weak turned into ten days
sooo cute! look at how he lays! ahaha!

he has an underbite so his bottom teeth show when he closes his mouth! ha ha ha
richardo called him an ewok -____-

cupcakes with eva and sandy and janet after school and then sushi with just sandy and janet cause eva went to go see iron and wine perform
we ate it at my house so i had sandy and janet walk yossi ahaha
lmao sandys back always looks really sad!! pwahahaha!!!

look at how long his tongue is! hes sooo energetic and loves people so much! hes so friendly! he especially liked richardo and sandy and this one house he always dragged me to when i took him for walks. but he was so depressed cause he missed his owners. i felt so bad leaving him at home alone when i had to go to school T___T i should have played with him more...

he drags you everywhere! ha ha ha ha

tired out <3

with sandys new piano black polaroid. self timer ftw!

LMAO LOOK AT HOW HE SLEEPS!! he is tooo funny! he snores and twists around in his sleep XD ahaha

random review! ahaha
warning: hideous pictures of me coming!
so i got these samples in the mail and i have no idea why but hey! free samples so why not!? so this company is for women who are older and still get acne and blemishes and stuff but i tried the primer anyways

totally bare faced. right after cleansing. break outs and dryness and dark circles and all

the lighting is a tiny bit different but still window lighting. but the redness of my breakouts are a lot better and the foundation did go on smoother. my skin just looks a lot better than before. i didnt really like the texture of this primer or the smell but it did do its job. this is also the first primer ive ever tried

yossis last day with me ;(
so i took a bunch of pictures with him!
lulz he would not look into the cam! but he knows how to pose! so i took out my real camera! he stays super still for you when he sees the camera and poses for you! ahaha!

playing with my sock. this was sooooo frikkin cute!! i fell over laughing everytime! and he really like my mums slippers so he would steal them! ahahaha!! he made me laugh so much in those ten days...

i cried a lot more than i thought i would when he left...

and then i took my mum and richardo out to red lobster lulz

has anyone else been seeing those crazy expensive commercials with rachel bilson for these ice cream bars??
so i found them while i was in walgreens and bought a box to try. this stuff is no joke! vanilla bean ice cream dipped in chocolate and then caramel and then back into chocolate again. and not just any chocolate, belgian chocolate. ahaha oh and it was like almost six bucks for 3 bars -____-
it was good but i think the regular ones will taste better where its only dipped in chocolate once ha ha ha. ill get it next time!

well, that is the end of my post. goodness ive been writing this for a hella long time. i started at like 10 or something and now its 3AM LULZ i should sleep now. practice tomorrow! i hope my comeback didnt completely disappoint you lovelies! hopefully i will have a better post next time
until thant time, stay healthy, happy, and always smile~!


i got my laptop back a looong time ago (my [sucky] comeback [part 1])

yet i havent been blogging;;;
heh heh heh sorry loves!

found a really nice place for me to take my laptop to and they fixed it much faster than i thought it would take!
but i havent been blogging cause i started summer school on the 24th of last month and i was doggy sitting for a week and a half.
i find it kind of hard to watch tv or go on the internets and stuff while taking care of someone elses dog lulz
so since my absence, pictures have been piling up so ive decided to cut what would have been a ginormous post into two. this first one, is a post of a bunch of stuff that ive bought with reviews. i dont know why but i had this crazy idea that i would do reviews for things i buy and took pictures, but i realize that i suck at reviewing and i dont buy interesting or useful things and people dont care anyways LULZ
i also forget to take pictures of me with the products ON which is like the most important part!;; yeah this is not my forte..
but the pictures were taken so i might as well not let that effort go to waste, yeah? i guess ill just do reviews on things i want instead of everything ha ha...
sorry for coming back with a crummy post, but here it is at last:
loreal paris double extend illuminator mascara
so this mascara is supposed to bring out your eye color with its first step mascara cause it has a light tint to it that matches your eye color. the second step is a pearl infused top coat that is supposed to brighten and further bring out your eye color
i bought the one thats for all eye colors cause i wear different color circle lenses
the first step is pretty much just a bad mascara and the second step is just glitter that is supposed to stick to the mascara. they didnt really stick to mine at all though. the mascara doesnt do anything for my non existant lashes so its for people who already have long, full lashes. its pretty pricey (i think it was around $9) and didnt do anything for me. i dont recommend it to people with beautiful lashes either cause its expensive for something so simple
rating: 0/5

burts bees radiance day lotion with royal jelly and spf 15
so i ran out of day lotion and i wanted one with spf this time since its summer and i happened to fall upon this. it has royal jelly in it which is what the queen bee eats which is why shes much bigger and lives much longer than all the other bees in the hive. this is supposed to make your skin younger and glow.
gah i forgot to take a picture of the actual bottle lulz but its okay cause i also dont recommend this product. i dont know about my skin glowing or feeling smoother or younger, but what really turns me off is how it feels. its feels sticky as soon as i start rubbing it into my skin. im also not fond of the smell. it was like a little over $15 for a tiny thing. the bottle itself is a pretty pump one but packaging isnt the most important thing! i dont think its very moisturizing either. its quite meh for its price
rating: 1/5

burts bees herbal blemish stick
pretty much its name. it has willow bark extract which is like a natural version of salicylic acid which is what acne and blemish products use to dry out and get rid of pimples and stuff. i think with this my blemishes heal faster and better than they would if i left them alone without scarring very big. but im impatient and end up scratching them out before they have a chance to heal which explains all of my acne scars lulz. what is really nice about this product is that if i catch a blemish forming and put it on, it will be gone the next day (too bad i get one somewhere else and dont notice it lulz) if you decide to get it, do know that it burns a little. its tolerable but if its really bad for you, dont use it anymore! the one thing is that its a roller ball type stick thing so tiny things get in it.
rating: 4/5

burts bees spot treatment
this is the same thing as the product above it except it contains a tiny bit less but a bigger concentration of the willow tree bark extract so its a little stronger. i originally wanted the stick but i only found this one in the walgreens i was at so i got this and found the stick at another and bought it so what i do is use the stick in the morning and the treatment at night. i cant say which one works better cause i use them together XD
rating: 4/5

elf eyebrow treat and tame
i got this after a lot of people raving about this and i needed an eyebrow gel. i only used it once since the time i got it lulz. but the gel works. i still have yet to master the color side (>.<) i dont think i can rate this one hahaha why did i even put it up??;;; you can find much better reviews elsewhere XD sorries~~ oh this was $3 by the way

elf high definition powder
this is my first loose and high definition powder and i think its pretty good for $6. again, ive only used it once so far but i did notice that my skin looked a little more glowy in pictures which is what this product says it does. like the soft focus effect. its really fine and light
quick rating: 4/5

sigma flat top synthetic kabuki stipling brush (f80)
this brush is soooo soft and really versatile powder, liquid, cream, whatver. i really wanted a stipling brush and glad this is the first one i bought. its really thick so you can start out with light application and its really good quality like a lot of sigma brushes.
rating: 5/5

dolly wink false bottom lashes #6 baby cute
look at the cute glue! but onto the lashes! these were so expensive, even if there are two pairs. this is the first time ive gotten bottom lashes that are separated so it was time consuming and difficult to put on every piece. i dont have long, wide eyes like tsubasa so i didnt need all of them even if the point of them is to extend the eye out more. theyre too long for my small eyes and the clear band theyre on shows. you also have to be very careful when you pull them from their stand cause you can mess them up or lose them easily
sorry i have absolutely no makeup on but i was bored and wanted to do something so i decided to take pictures of the lashes. i only have a set of top lashes on both eyes and the dolly wink on my right eye. can you see what i mean about the band being very prominent? ive been too lazy to put makeup and that on but i will eventually and hopefully it will look better
gah sorry for the terrible break outs by the way
rating: 1/5

so i was finally able to get ALL of the epik high albums that i hadnt been able to get since their fifth album cause they had left their agency to become independent and could only get their merchandise from their site. it would never work for me so 3 years passed with me not being able to listen to any of their current music. (i dont download or watch or listen to their music/videos until i have their albums in my hands. ocd/hardcore i know heh heh >:D) BUT! now i have them all!!! WUHAHAHA!!! (beside their black swan remix album T____T)
i also got the english version of tablos book while at it. i got the korean version back when it came out thanks to uboat getting it for me for christmas but i couldnt find the english version until now!
a note and signature!! :O
i think this version is nicer than the korean one! hee hee!
such pretty illustrations and clever remixed song titles!

ahaha these guys are too funny

awesome packaging!! im never throwing that silver bag away!
cool complimentary pencil!!

everything from the cover to the cd design to the little booklet is just art!! thats why the only albums i buy are these guys; XD
american tour shirt & pin with the album! awesomes~~!
i was so frikkin mad/sad that they didnt come to chicago!! i couldnt even like fly to the nearest location cause i had school!!! i was so upset i cried! ahaha!
art art art!
so i still havent listened to all of them. im stuck on map the soul because i have to finish reading the book before i move onto the next albums. my ocpd again lulz i have so much reading material though and i have to finish one before i finish the other so yeah.... but the 4 albums i did listen to and im positive the last 2 are sooo beautiful!! love love love!!!!!!! everything is perfect and they are geniuses!!
rating: 298728374289/5
hee hee~
my happy ass with my (almost) complete epik high collection

have you all heard of jewelmint yet? the jewelry site made by kate bosworth and her designer friend cher. do check it out! just know that its kind of an exclusive club so its $29.99 a month for membership if you dont buy a piece cause all of them are that price. it selects styles based off the style test you take. just try that and see if you like anything there. there are discount codes for half off of first time orders and its free shipping (i think US only though. probably)! ive had it for two months now and im quite happy. this is my first purchase. ill post the second one later when i actually wear the piece lulz
my unboxing of my first purchase from the site!
the box is so nice! i like the mint color
even the bow has its name all over it. its also stretchy so you can slide it right off
short description of the specific piece
i got the julius bangle. its gold plated and has topaz crystals. its inspired ancient roman jewelry hence its name. i just thought it was really pretty and i dont have any bracelets or bangles so i hoped that it would stay on my tiny wrists. i have to be careful but it stays on much better than other bangles. theres a nice weight to it and im real happy with it. it looks prettier in person i think plus i got it for half off! but sometimes, i feel like it can look a little cheap
rating: 4.5/5
trying to model it lulz
well this is the end of the post! sorry for its crappinesss! T___T i have to sleep nows so i will post the second part of my comeback probably later today after school so yay~
until then my loves!
stay healthy, happy, and always smile~!
by the ways, i cannot remember at all if i replied to the comments on my last post...i dont think i did but then i feel like i did...im so sorry if i didnt! let me know if i didnt! so sorries~! (>.<)